這一刻的感覺就好像要歸還一個租賃的LV手袋一樣。它確實是一個很漂亮的手袋，但卻要歸還。為什麼要歸還，不繼續租賃，甚至買下它？理性告訴我，雖然很漂亮，卻不合適。可是「我們」一起去了很多地方，相處了那麼一段時間，已經不知不覺建立了一些感情。
 

感性上少不免不捨得，還是let go，不要再自欺欺人好了。突然想起很久以前看過的一張卡,“It's difficult to let go of something so beautiful"。

「該面對的總要坦然的去面對　不該是我的終究還是要讓他自由」

<<出發>> 作詞/作曲/演唱：黃韻玲

最近聽到很多人失戀……

拍拖是一個尋找的過程，只要曾經用心、努力過，之后發現雙方並不適合，實在不應有遺憾。每一次勇敢、真誠地結束一段不合適的感情，其實值得慶祝，因為在感情的路上，你更清楚自己、更成熟、正步近你的幸福。

(click link to Listen to) 曖昧

演唱者 : 楊丞琳

詞︰姜憶萱/顏璽軒   

曲︰小冷

曖昧讓人受盡委屈  找不到相愛的證據

何時該前進  何時該放棄  連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡  畢竟有些事不可以

超過了友情  還不到愛情  遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣  想太多是我還是你 

我很不服氣  也開始懷疑

眼前的人  是不是同一個  真實的你

曖昧讓人變得貪心  直到等待失去意義

無奈我和你  寫不出結局  放遺憾的美麗  停在這裡

I walked through this corridor and visited my friend, A yesterday. On my arrival, she’s asleep in the darkness. After a while, she woke up. Then, she looked at me and asked, “What’s your name?””Where is Lau Tak Wa?”

A was my old schoolmate. We met for brunch in a sunny weekend same time last year when I visited from overseas. I can still recall her happy face sharing about how joyful she was with her life, job and new marriage. Then, about a month or two later, I heard from another friend that she had been in a critical coma condition after catching an unknown virus(flu?). I have been praying for her since I first learnt about her condition in overseas. Her family told me they belive it’s a miracle from God that she woke up finally after in a coma for 5 months plus.

A just got married a couple of months before the incidence. Her husband stays in the foldable hosptial bed every night and returns from work to the hospital on lunch break, taking care of her feeding, pushinging her wheelchair to outside and helping her with her urination...etc. But many of the times, she can’t even remember who he is. It sounds like a movie, somone who was in a coma, u never know whether she will wake up or not. Then, upon waking up, someone has lost memory about you. Despite that, I can see her husband is still trying the best to hope and work for her full recovery.

I was so touched and found it very difficult to hold my tears when I visited her today. They taught me a lesson what true love and faith really mean.

或許你從未對我的模樣在意過
或許已經變得模糊
這一切也不再重要
因為都已成為過去

有多久沒有見面已不清楚
在這繁忙的街道上偶遇
除了打招呼以外
還能夠毫無介締地談天說地
就好像老朋友見面一樣

不知道什麼時候會再相聚
偶遇不是比相約更可貴嗎
希望再有這樣的一天時
我們仍能真摯地問候一番

<<獨立宣言 >> Extract
詞 黃偉文

  從此  獨立但並不孤高
  與你有約  找一晚再共舞
  轉個範圍  再續情愫
  天空海闊  比溺愛好

  毋需要一起等天荒地老
  人生也不只戀愛這一路
  平常在兩個世界各自尋寶
  重聚互訴安好
  然後為對方拭去塵土

  離開與一起感覺一樣好
  人生也不只戀愛這一路
  情人亦各有各那路途
  祝君安好  放開懷抱

歌名：最佳位置
歌手：趙學而

作曲：馮穎琪
填詞：黃偉文
編曲／監製：陳光榮

我也數過　排著隊等討好你有幾個
還未有新空缺　來容納我
正選只得一個　候選經已太多
我細心想過　停在今天這一處也不錯
越過知己的親密　然而未有擁吻過
共你這麼的曖昧　已得到甚多

＊無論你喜歡誰
　請你記住留下給我這位置
　時常在內心一隅　空出幾吋為我堅持
　同渡半生　亦有張椅子
　是否愛還是其次
　只想你依然　亦想得起我不是任你處置
　(比不上戀人　但廝守一輩子)＊

女友一走過　鄰坐空位都可以坐一坐
若你珍惜我　不如從來沒有愛戀過
互有好感的尊重　更加可貴麼

Repeat　＊

無論你喜歡誰
請你繼續留下身邊這個位置
時常在內心一隅　剩低幾吋留給這女子
誰共你好　都不礙事　我都會衷心支持
未必所有關係　亦受得起刺激　但我可以

虔誠地熱戀一輩子　共你也許真的不容易
喜歡你最好不要講　安守這位置

The thunderstorm and lighting woke me up last night. I remembered there were times I was scared when I was living alone in a house made of simple roof and single brick wall where I can hear every single drop of rain so clearly.

Last night, instead of being scared, I pulled up my curtain and enjoyed the view as I am now living on the top floor of a multi-storey building. I was so amazed by the power of the nature.

When you think you are undergoing some tough times in your life, maybe you needn’t necessarily choose to be scared, but to enjoy instead.

It’s always has been so hard to say goodbye to your loved one…

I guess we have all prepared for this but when the time has come close to it, we all just can’t help being terribly upset.

I am sorry I can’t be there for you but no matter what, you’ll always be a dear one whom I miss.

I first fell in love with this song when my flatmate’s boyfriend used to play it in next door, then I was touched by it again by Jacky Cheung singing it in his concert. Thank you so much for Dennis, Chris and Toto for playing it on my birthday!

I just read it from my cousin’s blog and wanna copy it to my own ;)

First of May

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
we used to love while others used to play.
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
someone else moved in from far away.

Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess who'll cry come first of May.

The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And as I recall the moment of them all,
the day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.

Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess who'll cry come first of May.

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
do do do do do do do do do ...
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
someone else moved in from far away.

Music and lyrics: Barry, Maurice, and Robin Gibb (Bee Gees)

缘分出现的时候

有没有把握

有没有爭取

就是你的选择

珍惜现在不是比怀缅过去更好吗？

The one in the picture is my dad. According to his family, he’s 63 years old this year. When I watched the movie “the Pursuit with happiness”, the physical fitness, discipline, endurance and never give-up spirit of the main character reminded me of him. It’s a shame that I have only inherited his young-looking gene but not in other good aspects. He never ask to move away the mountain in front of him, instead he’ll climb over it.

God chose Moses to rescue Israelites from slavery in his eighties and Deng XiaoPing signed the Sino-British Joint declaration for Hong Kong  in his eighties, who dare to say I am "too old" to do something?

Besides " Ain't No Mountain High Enough", this song also pop up during the movie watch.

" Climb every mountain
Ford every stream
Follow every rainbow
Till you find your dream

A dream that will need
All the love you can give
Every day of your life
For as long as you live"

"Climb every mountain " from "Sound of Music"

P.S. He's climbing the "Burning Jowls" in Sydney, Easter 2007. For those who have a copy of "On the Road", he's  the author of the ice-climbing article.